May Be I still feel Something For You... - 1

DISCLAIMER - This is a work of Fiction and Has nothing to do with Any depiction Of a fact Or something like this

Do You belive In Love? One sided Love? and Does The person You Love once.... ever leaves your mind? Do Love stories actually have an ending for those Involved, after They end for the world around them.

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She Saw Him -

“You Know what??? That Hunk type Guy is staring at you like hell”, Roshni said!

“h! huh! Who? “ replied Sana Politely as always. She was feeling sleepy in that boring, match spectator gallery, cricket was a boring affair for sana hasan!!

“That one...” she said!

Pointing to a guy standing 20 steps away from them!.

Sana stayed quiet...

“ He had dropped 3 catches till now...as his mind is somewhere else “ Roshni said, giggling more.

Sana looked at him... there was a 5 feet 8 inches tall boy, with uncombed hairs and specticals, The poor guy accused of doing bird watching was concentrating in the fielding only when she observed him. He was cute but not a hunk in any way. 30 minutes more they continued to watch the game. The only thing that was clear was... their school team will lose surely and this Mr was an idiot in field, even a child could have stopped the 5 boundaries which passed right from next to his position in mid field.

They came back joking about him.

They Met -

you bloody don't know these days when sudden showers might come in from nowhere. The same happened that day also... sun was bright and torturing when out of a sudden clouds came and soon the rain.... the cute Sana was trying to resist the force of wind that was pulling her umbrella along, she was about to enter her gully, returning from coaching... her class 9^th maths book was half wet in the bag! Spaaaaaaaaaaaat! Her old umbrella got flown away from her hands, she tried to chase it but it was running faster then a racer. She was drenched by that time, her pure milky white skin was shining when pearls of water droplets rested on them, it was still raining fast and hard! She looked up and closed her eyes to let water seep within her soul, her light green suit have turned wet to entirety. Tip tip tip water droplets crashed on her forehead and golden hair locks. Just then an umbrella stopped her celebration and came over her, The 5 feet 4 Sana noticed The same guy standing right next to her, whom she saw that day on ground, The idiot fielder! He held the umbrella high in his right hand while holding a gab with his left hand, it was Sana's bag which she has dropped on ground while forgetting everything else when talking to rain. “Bheeg jaayengi aap” he said. His voice was very deep and compassionate.

She blushed and felt like a kid, they walked a few steps together without talking and at the door steps of her gully she moved away from him and went in. he said nothing too, not even bye and moved on. That was the first time Sana had walked with a guy actually, she was a child brought up in very conservative atmosphere and kept thinking about it whole night that day.

They Fell In Love -

Annual cultural competition of dance took place in school. Belonging to the same school house, class 12^thth Sana were placed as a pair. They had become Hi-Bye friends in school till that time. “Yahi sach hai shayad maine pyaar kiya...” this was the song on which they were doing a pair dance, as coordinated by the music teacher!

During a practice one day, the not so Thin Sana slipped her feet, she fell... a crowd of people who were somewhat always jealous of the outspoken Sana started laughing badly on her! She was numb for a moment, till someone held her sand and said “Utho Sana.. its ok! “ she tried getting up... while still some hu hu he he continued in the background, she had broken her ankle and again started to crumble stumble, just then the guy who politely told her to stand without laughing a bit, held her tight at waist with a hand approached from the back bone as Sana firmly rested her hand on his shoulder and they looked into each other's eyes! Sana's eyes were full of tears about to come and also shame and embarrassment while his eyes were with a satisfaction smile as if saying, its Ok! You are fine, I am here, You did your best! They looked deep into each others eyes and the cupid struck with a pin pointed arrow right on their hearts!

Separated and Regrouped -

as they started meeting each other, Sana and Ritesh fell in love more and more every passing day! Then there were dates, crazy and funny! Dancing in farms to kissing on stage, Traveling hand in hand in tempos to Talking from night till morning on phone, They never discussed future as they were living the present of their life like a present indeed! They had their love story...unlike any other ever!

Sana wanted to join the same college and this plead of her, confirmed his elder brother's doubt of her going around of Ritesh! He had seen both of them together once, few weeks back!

He reported the incident at home and Sana's further studies were canceled without even asking her once! She cried for days, but her parents were too too rash, it was unacceptable for them that their daughter talks to a boy from other community,forget about being in a relationship, it just was not in the question at all.

He kept loving her, in the final year of college, working side by side for a call center, he had collected enough money for both of them! He called up Sana and they ran away. Sana came to her friend Roshni's home and from there they ran away! They went to a temple and got married the same night. He took her to his home and they were not accepted there! They started living in hidden together at a flat of his friend. Sana's parents found her... Her dad was a teacher and mom was an educated person too! No rash decision was taken by them. They came and asked Ritesh to send Sana back to home and promised that if Ritesh can pursue his parents to accept their family and Sana, then they can have a proper marriage again after a year!

The Ending -

Ritesh went back home and joined his father's business! Sana wrote mails to him every 3^rd month and they talked on phone once in that year! One day His parents gave up to his love and asked him to take time from Sana's parents so that they can meet them and officially decide the marriage procedure again! It was after 1 year and 8 months of their marriage in temple!

He went to Sana's home but there was a lock hanging on the door! He tried mailing her but her ID had expired too... it was 3 years later that one day he saw her on facebook, she was in Dubai by then, happily married to a guy there! She got this info after discovering one old common friend from her profile, He is also also married to a beautiful girl from Delhi. That Girl was her best friend in professional life and she knows every thing about Sana, and pulls Rithesh's Leg that he still loves Sana more then her... which is not true! But still he does want to meet Sana once and asked her why she never said that final goodbye!

Rimjhim si teri boondon mein
Main kuch Is kadar Kho gaya
Ki Khud Ki parchai mein tere aks Dekhne ki
Aadat si pad gayi...

Tujhe yaad rakhne ki koi wajah bhi nahi
Aur Tujhe Bhula pana Mumkin bhi nahi
Kuch aur na sahi toh Itna hi maloom hai kewal.. ki...
Dil ki dhadkan K shor mein hi kahin
Ek awaaz teri Bhi hai aur sada Rahegi

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( P.S. - I Don't know how many of you will read this? Its a bit too long to write On a single Blog post But I guess... dividing it In two would kill the essence! Try to step Into the shoes of guy and feel what He might have gone through when He lost her simply out of no where... Why do you think The girl left him without a final good bye? AH! I know the circumstances and all and bla bla but still... Just a good bye or a last call might have made his helplessness a little less... Dont you think so? Am I obsessed with Negative Endings? Am I asking too many questions in a single go? May Be I fear that you too would leave me without a Final good bye one day )

( P.P.S. - Bikhre sabhi sapne hain... Bichde sabhi apne hain... aaye bezaar mausam, Khoyi Khushi Mil gaye Gum, Zindagi hosh mein... Hi nahin, Zindagi Hosh mein Hi nahi! Hum nahi jaante baat yeh... Khool dil ka bahega aankhon se, Thi kahan ye khabar.. Lut jayega mera jahaan.. reh jayega sirf andhera, Bas Ek Pal mein! Zindagi hosh mein hi nahin)