A Thing Beyond Forever - 3

School time love stories seldom last for lonf but, they leave you memories that never fade away, I too had one...

I met her at my home. she was my cousin sis's friend who introduced me to her, I found this girl beautiful and typical me, I thought of things to keep the conversation moving...so I cracked a joke. As usual nobody laughed. I felt stupid,and left the room and just as I did so, I heard a huge laugh roar behind my back! I smiled and went away then aftr 10 min I came back I opened orkut account . I asked sujata if she has one, she denied but told me that soon it might b come into existence. she looked cute in that pink dress and content of her words made no difference, she was being worth sitting with even when she was silent.

I got to know from my sister that she was commited. I was like...oh! why are u telling me this?
she said...cos I am your sister, she winked and left.
I said "get lost! Huh... I was not intrested other wise also..."
she whispered from a distance "You should have seen your eyes, when you talked to her"
I dont know why but I blushed hearing this, immediately I hated myself for doing so. Huh!

Me and Sujata became friends over the course of time, numbers were exchanged and long calls were made :) they were anyways intresting irrespective of what she talked about, her voice was beautiful just as she was.

we were young and I was optimistic. At 16, relationships are seldom meant to be forever and what I discovered about her negligiant crush/boy friend, I was sure, this wont last long. I am good at making such thesis, Luckily for me...one month later, she told me "She and her boy friend had a break up", I felt worthy of her trust and made her smile while she tried her best to sob more for the moron.

She was from different school, but so what? I was a man! Ha! I went to her school that day and waited for bell to ring. It was 2:30 pm . I was wearing black vest and half sleeves open shirt and jeans. She appeared to be coming out from the main gate, I walked towards a pillar and even she came next to me{other side of pillar} my sister was standing in front of me. I proposed her.

And she smiled and said ______ . MY sis said winked at her cutely and with her eyes she talked to her, perhaps to incite a verbal response……hundreds of students were watching us. She felt awkward. she looked cute. she said yes! I like you too...Four words at times can sound a zillion times of happiness! :)

Days passed on ….

She had an airtel connection and even I one, which I used to get recharged every day with 21 odd rupees making it a free network to network, utilising which we chatted whole night… but due to so many bullshit restrictions at her home, we never met. I spent days standing below her room, sitting on my cycle, while she stood on the balcony, from the panes of her room's she kept killing me with her cute smile. She was beautiful.

Every detail of our relation, from my end, was only known by saurabh, a close friend of school, who knew everthing about me and her, I had trust on him.. which was blind! literally blind and stupid also (now I think so)

MY dad got transferred,Our talks on phone became less, I was trying to cope with new and faster life here in NCR…

Saurabh use to call her and talk to her,Infact flirt with her and tell her a lot many crap about me, which was all untrue! shits! I felt stupid and kept wondering whats this, thats making things complicated between us. There were fights, misunderstandings and grumbling on phone. I reshaped the bricks of the puzzle and felt aghast by what I discovered. A deception by my best friend. I felt weak, the person with whom I was to find solution was actually the problem. I felt alone and weak and I hate to say this but I failed to make things work because I knew that I was being fooled about in friendship and I swear it hurts strangely when two male friends enter this scene for a girl and that too with such cheapish approach from one end. Sujata and me felt this communication gap widening and new problems occuring ever day and one day,she left me! We officially broke up. I knew who would be the happiest person, while I cried here and she cried there. At that age, one ought to think that life is over But it is not, it is too fast and makes it eventually move on with its flow. All I remember is that I cried more as I learnt more from this whole thing, "One should not trust people blindly", Life taught me this with a pinch of salt.. and with a loss of love!

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( Narrated to you in my writing, as was told to me by A very special younger soul brother)

PS - I am with parents, and having a gala time here :) The next two posts on my blog are ready which you readers shall get to read this weak and after that, I might take a break of 10 days for the end semester exams(shits! I hate them but its better then attending classes in my stupid college anyways) and then return on 10th january with 98,99 and 100th posts, which will feature guest authors which are not a part of blog world, but an eternal part of my life :)

PPS - I don't feel any pain
A little fall of rain
Can hardly hurt me now
You're here, that's all I need to know
And you will keep me safe
And you will keep me close
And rain will make the flowers grow.