Tuesday, November 10, 2009

Talking of Love...

HIM -

Dear Diary,

Do you believe in love? I never used to… but one day I did !! from that very day… Nothing really has been the same! I have not been the same! Something has changed! I am changed!

SOMETHING THAT JUST HAPPENED UNNOTICED -

Gradually... for forever.

Let me tell you, How it all began...

We first met on that breezy evening. The location was her home.

It looked clean. She was wearing casual T shirt and a denim short. She looked cute rather then sexy. There was something about her that caught my attention. I am not sure what It was. It could have been a movement of legs while she chatted along. Or her usual practice of pulling her falling hairs back from her forehead and settling them behind, from the corner of ear. She had a very cute baby type voice and so much of freshness in her face. Her talks were too many and she said them all in one go. Ah! You feel like keep staring her all the time when you sit just next to such a good looking girl.

She had small eyes which almost vanished within her cheeks, every time she smiled...She was beautiful. She still is. I miss her a lot. I cry at nights thinking about the simplest way in which we met, unexpectedly and how we both lived on with each other till the time...I... I... I lost her. Its been 2 years, But I feel that it happened just this moment. For long, I wished I can turn back time and stop her... Now I...

I wish that she comes back one day,out of nowhere and finds me in this state. She might then believe that I actually loved her.



I miss being 'me', the way I was with her.


Dil dhal jaata hai
Raat jaati nahi

Aaankhein band karne se darr lagne laga hai...Jo kabhi haseen haqeeqat hua karti thi, wahi aaj Dard bhara khwaab hai!


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HER -


Dear Diary

Someone made me learn the four letter word of Love in a way that might never be able to forget the lessons he taught me. He conquered me and still rules over my senses.


It was an amazingly beautiful evening that brought this cute little prince of my heart on my doorsteps for some reason, which I don't even remember now, it was so so small.

He looked like a teddy bear. He behaved like a kid, He sounded like a dreamer. There was a spark in him that engulfed my room and the moment when my eyes met his, I got lost in his world. He grabbed my attention for the moments he stayed with me and I kept thinking about him when He left, I don't know why? Then we met again, and again and again... There was something about this boy that made me crazy about him. He was what I wish I had. I loved him But...

2 years later, I just know...

I regret moving away from him, I wish I was still in the heat of his arms. I feel cheated. I feel lonely, I feel weak... I miss him! I wipe my eyes after thinking about the simplest things that led to our love. I hug my pillow and break in darkness.


Mera shareer yahin hai...Khushbu kahin reh gayi
Tumse dur toh chali aayi, Par shayad main wahin reh gayi


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( PS - I feel like a used hankerchief)

(PPS - Kabhi khushbu, Kabhi jhoka, kabhi hawa sa lagey...Juda hokar bhi tu mujhse, juda juda sa lagey! )

27 comments:

Arv said...

Good fiction mate... I hope its fiction...

take care...

cheers...

Girl Next Door said...

Awesome!!! I felt, I was reading my own story... Nice Buddy... you write very well... Keep Penning, Keep Rocking...;)

chocolate lover said...

hey pulkit,
its so nice..
you really write so well..
loved it alot :)
keep smiling..:))
take care byeeeeeee

Ekam said...

Very nice :)

Satyu said...

hey..
That was truly beautiful :)

As Arv said.. Hope its jus a fiction..

Takecare

Dhanya said...

This is just a fictional story right? :|

priyanka said...

hey very nice post.............loved it as always ...pata nahi kyun i always relate myself with every post of yours.....but loved it

ܔܢܜܔKrAzY KoMpLeX KiTtEn(๏̯͡๏) : said...

hey a very heart-touching post...loved it a lot..

Butterfly Thoughts said...

Why did they separate. Why didnt they speak to each other if they loved so much..Hmm a gone one though but only if its a fiction:-)its painful I know

PULKIT said...

@ arv - thanks sir, I am glad u liked it

PULKIT said...

@ girl next door - thanks for the appriciation and motivation :)

PULKIT said...

@ chocolate lover - :) thanks deary :)
m honored

PULKIT said...

@ ekam - thanks sis

PULKIT said...

@ satyu - :)

PULKIT said...

@ dhanya - ...
thanks for the read and comment dhanu

PULKIT said...

@ priyanka - thanks sis

PULKIT said...

@ krazy kitten - thanks for appreciation

PULKIT said...

@ butterfly - she was the one who went away
he was the one who never stopped
they dint knew why
they might still be regretting it
moving on was never so easy
they learnt it with a pinch of salt!

(¯`•._.•[Raaji]•._.•´¯) said...

ahh sweet...
I am sure most people can relate to this. :-)

ViDiShA said...

xtremly b'ful.!!!...

Amity Me said...

Hi Pulkit,

am so sorry i did not immediately follow your blog, i might have overlooked your presence in my place, but from now on, i promise to bookmark you in my space so that i can be updated about your activities here in your site...:)

i love your last post, about this diary of him and her? is this real or fiction? or is it you and a wonderful girl you've met?

it's always hurting to let someone go if we really love that person, but if she's still there waiting for you,why not search for her and make amends because love is sweeter the second time around? Big Sis advise Pulkit...;)

thanks i found you, have a nice day. You also write at WL?

see you there too...:)
please bookmark me here in your page...:) thanks again!

Big Sis

PULKIT said...

@ raaji - :) :)

PULKIT said...

@ vidisha - thanks deary

PULKIT said...

@ amity me - hey sis :) warm regards to ya and all at home :)
Thanks for being here and for liking this place as much as to the extent of being regular here and bookmarking the same :)
ah!! This place and the posts around is...me,my imagination and my life... :) each post is for readers to guess...which category it comes under :)
I will see ya at WL and will bookmark u here on my page for sure too :)
glad to have a reader like u :)
Thanks sis!

PS - all the advices, noted...deep in heart :)

chocolate lover said...

hey pulkit..
guess what you won an award :))

PULKIT said...

@ chocolate Lover - Thankssssss :)

The Aspirant said...

awesum bro ,awesum...........
nd d shayari in pps, kya baat h......dil khush ho gaya.....

by d way i didn't get d ps xactly, y feel lyk used handkerchief????