When hope leaves your passage
its so hard to keep trying...
merging into shadows of agony
I end up each night crying!
Destituteness of my self beliefs
shattering within my crawl
lies, betrayals, disappoints
is what I tend to get from all.
Of hate and anger if one has to choose
what would be your choice?
Stopping to move ahead with fear
I stand still to make this noise!
For what bad done to whom
do I get so much to suffer?
for what sin committed my lord?
my prayers are always in buffer!
As each night I lay to bed
I always find a reason to moan
to smile is what I feel like doing
then why do I have to groan?
Save me from myself almighty
before I kill the dead soul of mine
these dried tears have had enough
now in my grave let me shine