Lets share life and something more

AT MY END - Everything has been figured out, except how to live.
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Thats the entrance to the wash room of my flat... :D LOL! this portrait was gifted to me by mumma...5 years back. Its always on the door of my bathroom !! :D winks!


The room - cold ambience! I dont personally like writing here... I'm still not adapted to this place... thats the lappy, the television and the music system(covered behind it). The lighting of the place is good though! makes reading a pleasurable experience :)


Thats the study table. It reflects my state of mind. Disorder and chaos! I always have a parents pic on my study table...it keeps me focussed, as to, for whom I have to work hard...if not for myself...that is...


The night view in the cold from the back window is phenomenal today :)


This is me in college canteen. Sitting with the most humourous senior in college, Nancy Deepa. She was in CS 4th year, 2 years senior to me... A gem of a person to spend time with, she passed out this year. May god bless her!! ( NOTE - I dont look that funny like cartoon otherwise...I dont know, what the F**k goes wrong, whenever I try to pose! Huh! I hate my non photogenic attire...till the last moment of click...I am so damn unsure, as to how to behave ....shit! )



( Ah! Thats me! a reflection of contradictory occurences , thats the closest I can come to define myself in the shortest possible way :)


Divide and Rule - The policy of britishers apply on the toughest book of the semester also! This time, its Tear apart and rule!

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DISCLAMIMER FOR THE STORY - This MIGHT sound stupid and impossible in its practical aspect but Its inspired from a real event ...You never know with girls, you see...sometimes they are so so emotional and sometimes you just have to let them know, you love them...and they shall forgive you for biggest of fights! :)




She was just about to leave...Its been an hour since their argument took off. It went from worst to worst and after a spoiled date, she was leaving with wet eyes.
"Let me know... when you want to meet next, that is...if you do want that... Huh! , I hate the way, you take me for granted", she said. Her voice was choacked and stammering.
"I want to say...one last thing..." He replied...
NOW WHAT?
He came close. Held her cheek in an authoratative manner, as if she belonged to him... she stood still. He went closer...and closer...and closer ... and his lips answered the numerous questions that laid in afront of their struggling love life...
"I still feel the same for you..." He whispered. and left the room.
five minutes later... when he came back, she was still standing there...
" I have changed my mind, I will stay at your place for the evening, tonight and we wont make love...Huh! I hate you...", she smiled... A tear rolled down her eyes... she kicked him. she was so damn cute!
"all appointments cancelled",he sms'ed his office... threw his cell on the sofa...
went towards her again. she pushed him back. they wrestled, and then hugged...he lifted her...and they went in.

A heart that stops more then it beats
A wind that stares more then it blows
A moment.. thats stand still
A thought lost within skill

Mesmerizing humming of breath
Loud cacophony of dreams
A smiling dusk
A sensuos dawn!!

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PPS - # Lyrics of The Birthday song By Don Mclean #

If I could say the things I feel, it wouldn't be the same
Some things are not spoken of, some things have no name
Though the words come hard to me, I'll say them just for you
For this is something rare for me this feeling is so new

You see I love the way you love me
I love the way you smile at me
I love the way we live this life we're in

Long ago I heard the song that lovers sing to me
And through the days with each new phrase I hummed that melody
And all along I loved the song but I never learned it through
But since the day you came along, I've saved it just for you

I don't believe in magic but I do believe in you
And when you say you believe in me
There's so much magic I can do

Now you see me now you don't watch me dive below
Deep down in your love lake where the sweet fish come and go
And I might sink and I might drown but death don't mean a thing
'Cause life continues right or wrong when I play this birthday song
I learned from you, and you can't even sing

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I LOVE THIS SONG FOR ITS LYRICAL BEAUTY...A MASTERPIECE IN LAST 5 LINES...I DEDICATE THIS TO THE UNKNOWN ANGEL OF MY LIFE...I LOVE YOU!!